Well n/m has happend l8tly.  We had a softball game on Tuesday and it was pretty fun!!! I caught a pop fly!!! and there were some CUTE guys there!!! YAY!! lol!! j/k!! newayz I have realized that I have 1 friend but U know that's really all i need so I'm good. it just really makes me mad when ppl that say that they r your friends but then go off behind your back and talk about you and ignore you when "Better" people come along. And I hate it when ppl try to get attention by doing the stupidest, fakest things ever. And you know what I think I deserve better than that so that's y I am just going to stick with that one friend that doesn't treat me like crap.  

this is what Cynda said to me:

HEY!!!! just wanted to say:............."There are 6 billion people in the world........6 billion souls...........and somtimes............ALL YOU NEED IS 1"      And why do you try so hard to be friends with people that you know aren't:::...true friends...keep secrets from you...and ditch you like they ditched a good friend that moved away when she came to visit. Be friends with who u know is true and you know you will keep in touch with in the future because if they are not going to have anything to do with you once ya'll graduate then y try to make them your friend when you have WAY BETTER people to hang out with??????????? Just think about it!!!!! and im sure the problems you are haveing will go away soon if you do cuz they won't be your friend anymore. haha for them NOT you!!!!! but you still should be nice to them just don't get too comfortable and tell them stuff cuz you never know they might tell someone.

Here are some Quotes that are true:

the worst part of being lied to .. is realizing
that you - weren't worth the truth.

and when you forget her,
don`t you dare remember me

FAKE is the new trend..
&you're all the RAGE

stupid mistakes
cause heartbreaks
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And this is my favorite one:

It's just something that happens as you grow up. you realize it's less important to have more friends and more important to have real ones

well i guess its about time to update so here it goes - i still stick with what i said in my past post about not understanding what makes people do the things they do, but i have decided that i will never understand.  oh well......softball has started since i last updated and i really like it.  i have had a few injuries though; like right now my nail on my big toe is all purple and blue because the my cleets are too small.  today i had trouble walking on it cause it has gotten so bad.  everyone has been telling me that my nail is going to fall off, gross.....we have also had solo and ensamble contest and my ensamble made a 1! YAY! that means we get to go to state!  well those are the big things that have happened in my life. yup well i guess im gonna go.

Wow i havent updated in a LONG time!  quite a bit of "stuff" has happened. . . . lets see. . . . well i have realized that i dont understand why people do the things they do ( if that makes any sense at all). and sometimes i wonder if people are are actually thinking at all. whenever you're fixing to decide on something  do you think about how it is going to affect you or others in the future or do you just do it because it sounds good at the time? i dont know, people confuse me.  its just that i have noticed a few people doing somethings lately that frankly i just dont understand why they did it.  and that annoys the heck out of me.  anyways this weekend was pretty fun. on friday i went to the movies with Brooke and Geoff and some other people. we went to see king kong and it was pretty dumb but thats ok cause we talked the whole time. then on saturday i went with cynda and brooke and others to the miss borger pageant.  it was kinda nice to be in the audience watching it for once instead of being on stage.  i mainly went to see my little neighbor girl that was in it. she did really well. also me and brooke decided we were both going to do it next year.  then on sunday i went to church and met ( kind of ) brookes love of her life, lol. anyways he was pretty cute. then after church on sunday night me and cynda went over to brookes house and talked and ate pizza. thats about all that happened. well g2g

Well today was interesting!  during lunch Geoff wanted to drive my truck so i let him, he kinda struggled a little bit cause he is not used to not having power steering. lol such a weakling, jk anyways then we went to the park to eat and i got out so i could talk to Chelsea K.  Geoff and Zeb also got out to talk to people.  well, while we were all away from my truck Jarred got in my truck and drove away :() so Chelsea drove us back to school and all was good.  then after school me, Paulette, Geoff, Zeb, and Angela all went to hastings and the park and then to the middle school. it was fun.  yup thats what happened today. . . i think i might try out for softball this year . . . hmmm . . . . i'm not sure, if i do i really need to practice and get into shape.  well i think i should go do my homework now, i'm such a procrastinator oh well.